Friday, January 27, 2006
Calado-Quito Nuptials
One of us is married! I can hardly believe it.
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Thursday, January 19, 2006
Green night (okay, i'm really bad at titles, i know i know)
Yes, Niskee and I are obsessed with her dad's new N70. This was taken during my Lola's first death anniversary dinner. The N70 has a built in flash!
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Just when I was FINALLY in the mood to write something, my computer hangs and the IE window closes in mid-compose. Just great. I was in a good mood when I started the entry but I'm not THAT much in bliss to rewrite it. So let this speak for itself.
Batangas with Miriam friends (l-r): Hanna, me, Mama Jo (Manay), Pao (Homie), Gina (Gee-nuh), Suzy and the ever-so-sweet Bea. Chi (GRO) took the picture. Photo courtesy of Gina.
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Though I have nothing specific to write about, I feel like I just need to get my hands on the keyboard and type away, in hopes that words will flow. I can't describe the state I'm in lately. I simply don't know. Before, I was devastated, confused, torn to bits. Now, I'm feeling... I don't know what I'm feeling. I think I've experience all possible emotions in the past five months, it's impossible to feel more. Things change so rapidly. Two weeks ago, before Mons and I started fasting, I was lost and confused. I'm not saying I've got everything figured out now, I just don't feel as misplaced as before. Maybe you could say I'm in a state of limbo (how do you use this word properly anyway?). Just floating around in midair, not touching one place long enough to feel anything or to figure anything out. Been having nightmares again, but have been able to sleep through it. Last night was the worst. I was jolted awake to find my sister gone. Panicked at the thought that I might be alone in my room again until I realized that Kriket was still perched on the pullout bed, reading. Only then was I able to regulate my breathing. I really don't want to feel that again. Let sleep be my sanctuary. Hopefully, all this will fade soon until it's completely gone and I never feel anything like this again.0 Comments
