Wednesday, May 24, 2006
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Wala lang. I bumped into the queen mother of all editors and she told me that I can do this and that they believe in me.
That really made my day.
Thanks M.
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Sniff
Everybody, even the most experienced people in this industry, believe in me. How I wish I had the confidence to equal their support.Wala lang. I bumped into the queen mother of all editors and she told me that I can do this and that they believe in me.
That really made my day.
Thanks M.
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Friday, May 05, 2006
It's been too long since I've written an entry here. The past month has been cray-zay! And so many changes have happened - boy has this been one of the most emotional month I've experienced in awhile. I've been feeling surges of hopelessness, desperation, depression, and low self worth one moment and exhiliration, excitement and giddiness the next. What is up?!?
Someone made me realize how hard I can be on myself and, in turn, on other people. I couldn't help but agree. I'm hard on my colleagues, my siblings, my dad, my friends... And I wonder, how did I get to be this way? Sure as hell, I'm not a perfectionist.
Two days ago, I was able to get my hands on a copy of the May issue of Good Housekeeping magazine. They added a twist to their staffbox especially for Mother's Day. Instead of my name under the Media Relations Group, it read, "Merribee Gonzalez's daughter". And beside that was a photo of me with my mom in L.A. To my surprise, my eyes watered up and I've been missing my mom since. I hardly think of her. I try not to. It was easier to be reminded of her when I was younger. I liked looking at photos of her. For some reason, growing up does something strange to you. Because now, I can't think of her or look at a photo of her without wanting to break down.
New things going on in our department! Meet the new Media Relations Group:
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